It is not that I don't like to help people.
I do like to help people.
But if every week, on that particular class, I received sms asking me to sign attendance for him/her, it is quite annoying.
Especially if that someone is someone who actually have a position in the class and whom is so noticeable by the tutor/lecturer.
And not that I can sign for that person if the lecturer/tutor is with the attendance list in front of her.
This is one of the thing that I don't like about UTAR.
That is the student care way too much about the attendance list.
Like previously in KTAR, we don't really care about our attendance because our attendance is only taken during tutorial class.
And the tutor will call your name one by one.
And during lecture time, there will be no attendance taken.
Wouldn't that be great if UTAR has the same system?
Sigh.
I could only dream.

♥ 6:26 PM

Long time didn't take photos with my mummy already so we took it that day.


♥Me in the saloon♥



♥with dear mummy♥



♥=)♥

Mum has been claiming that she looks ugly in the picture because she has become thin ever since her health got problems in this past few months.
Really hope she will gains some weight and become healthy again soon.

♥ 7:34 PM

I was so, so stressed last week that I lose my temper and yelled.
Sorry.....for anyone who is hurt in the progress.
It seems so hard to control my emotions nowadays.

♥ 5:42 PM

Hmm...seems like we can search for company now for our internship next year January.
But I don't know how or where.
Anyone help?
Kinda stressed out.
If we can't find the company ourselves, UTAR will arrange for the internship.
Really worry about my final digital imaging assignment.
Have the idea but don't know whether I can do it or not.
Sigh.

♥ 6:01 PM

Is there anything wrong being emotional?

I think there's nothing wrong.
We are human.
We are supposed to have feeling and being emotional at sometimes.
Recently been struggling with my feelings.
But I guess everything will be okay soon.
I just hope I don't care so much what people are talking about me about or how they look at me.
Be myself, be confident and be happy about it!



Week 14 is coming soon...
Hoping everything will go smoothly.
Gambateh to myself!

♥ 5:25 PM

Thunder and lightning.

One of the things I am afraid of.

I know it seems silly or some sort to be afraid of thunder.

But the sound of it just makes me cringe.

I couldn't help closing my eyes and ears.

I remember when there was a thunder and lightning, during the time I was a little kid, alone in my bedroom.

I couldn't help burst out crying because I was scare.

I got no one to run to, no one to hug me or protect me to tell me everything will be okay.

No.

So, here I am, grown up but still scare of thunder and lightning.

Which reminds me I do hate raining.

♥ 5:40 PM

Been feeling kind of depressed lately.

I don't know.

Just got many problems in my head.

I am thinking that if I didn't hesitate back then and didn't take a break for one year before continue my degree, I will probably going to graduate soon with the final batch this year.

Will things remain the same?

Or will it be completely different?

Do I make the right decision?

I just realized that I still have 4 semesters to go.

And next year will be the beginning of industrial training.

That kinda freaks me out.

♥ 2:04 PM

Eva Maria, my former primary classmate and also high school classmate.

It is amazing how we meet again after 5 years.

I mean we are basically seeing each other grow up, from a little girl until young adult now.

I remember how both of us always help our class teacher to take her bag and stuff to the office every morning.

So, really excited to meet her again and amazed at how she is still as friendly as before and not proud at all since she is now a supermodel.

Nice seeing you again, Eva.

And thank you so much for helping me*hugs*

=)

♥Me.Eva♥

♥ 6:11 PM

A big thank you for both my models for helping me to do my digital imaging assignment.

Both of you are great! *muaks*

Special thanks to Wan Ching and Eva Maria.

Make Up: Aqua Paradise

Model: Wan Ching

Make up: Earth Tone

Model: Eva Maria

Glamour: Elegant and Sophisticated

Model: Eva Maria

♥ 2:21 PM

Keeping all your anger and sadness inside definitely do you no good.

Why?

Because you will end up crying in the public like me.

That's what happen to me today.

I won't go into details because it is far too embarrassing.

I don't like people pushing me around.

I don't like people treating me as their punching bag.

I don't like people verbally attack me.

I don't like people taking me as a joke.

I don't like people mocking me.

I am a human being too.

I have feelings too.

Or do I have no right to have feelings?

I should just accept everything as it is?

*emo-ing*

♥ 11:02 PM

Went to Korean House at SS2 yesterday to celebrate Agnes's 21st birthday.

♥Before going out♥

♥the birthday gal♥

♥Receiving Famous Amos cookies from us♥

♥Wan Ching♥Agnes♥

♥Look at my expression.. I'm without expression.. lol♥

♥The side dishes♥

♥Mixed vegetables with rice♥

♥Cold noodles♥

♥Wan Ching♥

♥Li Kuan♥

♥Agnes♥

♥Me♥

♥Me again♥

♥Wan Ching♥Agnes♥

♥Me♥Agnes♥

♥Li Kuan♥Agnes♥

♥ 2:33 PM

My bitchy roommate has move out of my room, this house already.

I could sleep peacefully, at last.

Heard she moves to seksyen 17/4.

I feel bad for her new housemates.

I wonder what she will steal this time.

Anyway, currently looking for a new roommate.

RM170/- per month, only 5 minutes walk to UTAR, with washing machine and friendly and nice housemates.

Anyone interested?

♥ 5:18 PM

This was last two weeks ago, we went to 1 Utama to buy stuff for the photo shooting the next day.

I didn't buy anything ^^

I just follow my friends.

♥ 4:40 PM