♥ 3:18 PM

Result for the final examination already comes out.
Didn't know until I check it today.

MPW2153 PENDIDIKAN MORAL (PS)
UAMA2013 CREATIVE STRATEGY FOR ADVERTISING (B+)
UAMD2053 PACKAGING DESIGN (B)
UAMD2072 HISTORY OF ARTS AND DESIGN I (B-)
UAMD2113 DESKTOP PUBLISHING II (A-)
UAMD2203 INTERACTIVE MULTIMEDIA I (B-)

So disappointed.
My CGPA DROPPED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh*frustrated*

♥ 11:02 AM

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♥ 8:40 AM

Woke up at 4am today, prepare all things then went to KLIA to check in.

Sitting in MAS plane is much more better than AirAsia.

Not much people on the flight.

When reached at Miri Airport, we were given some alcohol handwash and then we need to fill up the form with our personal details and whether we have just come back from countries that have the swine influenza(H1N1).

Later, got people taking our temperature and stuff.

Very troublesome, but then health is more important.

Went to the hospital to visit my grandpa.

And I have to say this.

I really, really HATE hospital.

Looking at those beds full of sick and lifeless people, just waiting for their time to come just makes me sick.

The hospital has discharge my grandpa out of hospital today.

Not because he is getting any better but because there are nothing left to do.

My grandpa can't walk anymore.

He just lies on the bed everyday.

Wearing diapers.

Waiting for people to feed him.

At first he can still drink using straw and eat porridge and stuff.

But days by days went by, he couldn't even use straw anymore.

Instead of sucking the liquid, he could only blow because he don't have enough breath to do that.

Then, he could only drink 3 teaspoons of water, milk, oatmeal.

Later, he can't eat anymore.

At first he still can talk.

Later, he can't really talk anymore and no one can understand what he is trying to say.

His body keeps getting swollen, his legs, his arms.

He has bruises over his body.

He keeps saying he is in pain and headache.

It is heartbreaking watching him suffer.

Grandpa passed away at 11.45a.m today.

Finally, he would not suffer anymore.

R.I.P

♥ 7:55 AM

Going back to my hometown, Miri tomorrow.
Going back to see my very sick grandpa.
Maybe won't online when I am back there.
So, will update when I come back to KL.
See ya.

♥ 10:31 PM

Don't I have enough problems already?
Why do the problems keep piling up on me?
Today, received a call from UTAR DSA.
Asking me to go there regarding my PTPTN loan.
Because I am back hometown already, he asked me to go to PD Block on 1st June.
I asked him what is the problem.
He said my PTPTN loan is not complete and that the "cop pengesahan tidak layak!"
Shyt!! Shyt!! Shyt!!
HELP!
I just want to cry and die.

♥ 11:30 AM

So, in the end, there is no Tioman trip for me.
It is just too much trouble.
Especially when I need to consider about my grandpa's condition.
He is currently undergoing chemotherapy.
Then went back home for a few days.
Then went back to hospital again because of nutrient deficiency.
His blood sugar keep going up(he got diabetes), his blood pressure is low.
Even though I feel terribly upset about not going, but what choice do I have?
Like I said, life is so not fair sometimes.

♥ 10:28 PM

Spicy McDeluxe. McChicken.Spicy McDeluxe.McChicken.

♥ 8:01 PM

Creative Strategy for Advertising.
This is one of the subject that I am really, really worry about.
Because there is no notes, no anything.
And I have skip the lecture class countless time.
Nooooo..I am not lazy.
So, feeling weird for not studying anything for two days.
Then today is the exam day.
Need to write, draw and colour in 2 hours?
Woah..it is really challenging.
Nobody even go out early.
But I manage to finish it just in time.
But then, my drawing and coloring are like kid drawing and coloring.
Crappy work.
Last paper on next Thursday!
One down, one to go.

♥ 5:10 PM